this can be unstickied
i'm offline
Viz.
https://forums.hipinion.com/viewtopic.php?f=1&t=154664i have no continuing interest in being a consumer or participant in what is now "Internet culture"
thank you all
i've transferred the funds over and a secondary "thank you all" was offered
anything material informational or otherwise useful you'd like me to pass through will be passed
i'd imagine plenty of other people are in shit circumstances @ the moment though
and clogging up space through means other than the typical application of prolix is not my intention
these had been burdensome times as it was & this abrupt medical turn was the pungi pit under the trapdoor under the carpet yank under a dead blue sky
i am addicted probably more than anything else to information—
stupid as i am it's my thought i suppose that it'll help me, or get me somewhere
in my darker moments i concern myself with the notion that i may just be reading myself into things,
seeking affirmation or validation or forgiveness or perhaps — most pathetically — direction
the sort of thing some figure at some point "should have" imparted and didn't
anyway, the direction i've been getting from what is i suppose now "the social web" has been both deeply familiar and unnervingly intrusive
being as i am capable of manifesting incalculable interior stochastic whisperers of unkeen disposition, eager to update me on low estimations,
All By My Lonesome,
i don't know that there's much need for Crossover arcs
i'm at "something" of a loss as to what ithe overall project is here
despite dozens of initiated attempts
but i hope that my absence eases it along
i'll wind down whatever conversations anyone wants to have
otherwise
thanks